Seriously

I'm so confused about people. I'm tired, fucking tired of the slack people in my life. All I ask for is to be respected. My parents criticize me about anything and everything. I think i'm a good person. I honor my parents wishes by not smoking, not drinking, not whoring around, finishing high school and going to college, but yet it's still not good enough. I don't even know who my real "friends" are. They will always stab you in the back and talk bad about you. That's not the definition of a friend. I give my all to some people and all I want is to feel appreciated and wanted. People take for granted what they have every damn day. I just wish people would stop and look at all the great I do for them instead of pick out the few negatives. Not trying to throw a pitty party for myself, i'm just getting this across clear, that I will not be nice, meak and understanding of things anymore. Michelle comes first now. I don't care about anyone, anymore.